On another note, I feel as though our team morale has been all over the board lately...ever since we got back from Thanksgiving break I felt like our team was on a high and getting along really well, which has been great until the past couple days people have been getting testy and on each others nerves. I think it could be that we are all just ready for Christmas break and more focused on seeing our friends and family back home than really spending time with each other here, which is understandable. I, myself, am feeling bitter-sweet as per usual about leaving this project next Friday...it seems like these past 2 months have just FLOWN by and I am not mentally prepared to leave this amazing area, project, and new friends that I have found here...I am truly shocked at how attached I have gotten to this place and how it is even possible that I like it more than my first round project in Chalmette...but another part of me is of course ECSTATIC to be heading north soon and finally getting to see and hug my friends and family back home!!! I just know that those 2 weeks are going to go by too fast and it is going to be even harder to leave than it was in August though...gahhh this whole AmeriCorps experience has been so amazing, even more amazing than I ever imagined...which is awesome, but messes with my emotions too much from moving around and switching locations so frequently! Overall though, I feel that I am in a really good place in my life right now..like I am finally doing what I was meant to do all along, serving and traveling and making more and more friends along the way. I personally have been pretty overwhelmed with just how amazing God is and how he works in mysterious ways and how each new day brings a new life lesson and fun adventure. I honestly never expected to love what I was doing so much, especially construction work! But I guess the phrase "don't knock it 'til you try it" is a good one for me to keep in mind now! It is about the halfway point of this 10 month adventure, which is sad, but also exciting, because if I have enjoyed it this much so far, I can only imagine how much better it will get the next 2 rounds!
I'll leave ya'll with a picture of my landscaping team chillin in a hole we dug to plant a tree in today :)
So, I just read this aloud to Jonny, and all he said afterward was, "I still think I could bench press more than Brittany, even with all the working out she's been doing....and probably I could do more push-ups, too." Boys!
ReplyDeleteI, on the other hand, read your entry and realized that you will be home VERY SOON, and I can't wait! I'VE MISSED YOU!!! It must be a bit of an emotional rollercoaster to move around so much...making new friends and then leaving them. But you certainly know how to make the best of every situation and just enjoy life!
Love you...can't wait to see you!
xoxo ~mama
WOW I got a little teary eyed reading that one!! I am such a sap in my old age of 24. LOL I have to say I feel really inspired after reading your message. I love that you have learned so much stuff that you prob never would have tried otherwise. I also love that you have meet so many new peps that will prob be life long friends of yours. I can't wait for you to come home, I miss you!! Take care love you!!!
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